I don't know what it says about me that every movie coming out this summer looks really gay, but check this out. It's not the pink (though that doesn't really help), it's the way Steve Martin is squinting. He has a moustache and a trenchcoat. Looks like he's crusing to me, man. Think pink, everyone. Pink like the boxers he's probably wearing...
Friday, June 03, 2005
The usually reliable Empire magazine really needs to get its priorities straight. They've just done a list of the ten greatest directors of all time that is, let's say, bullshit. Of course it's all subjective opinion. But, naturally, printing it leaves it open to commentary. So, here's some now.
Empire’s Ten Greatest Directors of All Time
1. Steven Spielberg
No, sorry. His films are never able to muster up the energy or guts to say anything less simplistic than "I hate my mother" or "childhood is magical" or "ooooh, pretty, shiny thing." He's made some good movies, sure, but mostly B-movies. Fun? Occasionally. A great director? Never.
2. Alfred Hitchcock
He should be number one, case closed.
3. Martin Scorsese
This I agree with, even if the Academy never will. Scorsese is a true artist.
4. Stanley Kubrick
Am I the only person who thinks Kubrick was a long-winded hack? His films got worse and worse as time went on, and I don't really think the director of Barry Lyndon, The Shining, Full Metal Jacket, and Eyes Wide Shut deserves to be on a list of great directors. For me, it was all downhill after Spartacus, anyway.
5. Ridley Scott
Come on, number 5? Let's watch Black Rain and then watch Ikiru and tell me that Ridley Scott deserves to be higher than Kurosawa. Ridley Scott is a guy who would be directing cologne commercials and Black-Eyed Peas videos if it wasn't for a couple of decent scripts. And, really, I only mean a couple: Alien could have been directed by anyone, frankly. Most of what he's done has been overrated as hell.
6. Akira Kurosawa
Well, he's apparently no Ridley Scott...
7. Peter Jackson
I do love each and every one of his movies, but despite the grandeur of The Lord of the Rings, I think it's too early to say he's one of the greatest directors of all time. First, you need to see if the work holds up. Second, you need to see what else results. Too soon.
8. Quentin Tarantino
No, never in a hundred years. Sure, he's a good writer (especially for a functioning illiterate), but the guy can barely get his shit together long enough to make more than one movie per decade. He is not creating lasting works, he's getting by on pop culture riffs. Seriously, how many of you have even watched Pulp Fiction in the last six years? And everyone hated Jackie Brown, so where does that fit? Basically, this is only because of Pulp and Kill Bill. Well, two great films does not a great director make, especially when they were a decade apart and this is a list of the best.
9. Orson Welles
As much as I worship Welles, I'm not sure I would include him. Have his films really made that much of an impact? Hell, you can't even get the majority of them on DVD. Of course, that only proves he was uncommercial, but so what? He was a great director, but no one noticed. It's hard for me to agree to put him on this list...
10. Woody Allen
One of the greatest screenwriters of all time, certainly. Director? Maybe.
But what about David Lean, or Samuel Fuller, or Terry Gilliam? There are so many other people who could have been on this list that deserve to be there (thanks, though, for not including Ron Howard). I'm going to think this over for awhile.
Anyone have any thoughts they'd like to add?
15 random thoughts, questions, and observations for the week.
1. Lindsay Lohan’s dad finally got sentenced to prison. He says his alcoholism is a result of depression over not being able to see his kids because of their mother’s restraining order. Blame your wife, Michael; classy move. I suddenly feel he’s being wronged. Loser.
2. Oliver Stone was arrested on charges of driving drunk and drug possession. Hands up, who was surprised?
3. People, can we please get over this Angelina Jolie–Brad Pitt thing? Everyone wants to know how she stole Brad. I’ll tell you how: she’s Angelina Jolie, for crying out loud! She’s the sexiest woman alive, and Jennifer Aniston is... well, you’ve seen her.
4. Oh, no: Nine Inch Nails might not perform at the MTV Movie Awards. But, that might ruin the whole show, wouldn’t it? I mean, we might not get to watch Trent Reznor squirm around and make obvious points while desperately wishing he was David Bowie. Way to ruin everything, MTV. This was going to be the show of 1994...
5. Fox is doing some report on a "sport" played with bumper cars. You know, it seems like the words "bumper cars" and "sport" should not be used in the same sentence, unless, of course, the words "are not a real" appear in the middle. As the 21st Century moves on and white people get fatter and fatter, more and more "sports" begin to appear that involve sitting down and moving as little as possible. EXTREME!
6. DreamWorks Animation shares went down a whopping 30% because, get this, Madagascar opened at only $61 million. The crybaby investors were hoping for at least the $92 million opening of Shrek 2 (forgetting that the mediocre Shark Tale opened in October with only $47 million, and went on to gross $160.8 mil). Of course, Shrek 2 was a sequel to a popular hit, and it wasn’t opening against the final Star Wars movie. See, the reason animation is going downhill is because of this kind of stupid money bullshit. You can’t write off a movie based on one weekend. It’ll make the cash–parents are too lazy to do anything but plop their kids down in front of yet another in-joke filled, creatively bankrupt DreamWorks computer animated film.
7. Star Wars sound designer Ben Burtt has left Lucasfilm to accept a job with Pixar. Pixar just keeps pulling the best in the business to their studio (and, funnily enough, Pixar originated at Lucasfilm before George Lucas dumped the company–did you know that Disney actually had the chance to buy Pixar outright in ‘86?). Just wait: if the rumors are true and Pixar is considering a traditional animation division, then all of those animators Disney stupidly let go could have a new home. Wouldn’t that be great? Pixar is actually at the stage Disney used to be at, seemingly forever ago, of pushing story over money. No way would Disney take a chance on something like The Incredibles on their own...
8. Way to go, Fox: shooting is about to start on X-Men 3 and they fire the director. They’re still excited about it, though. Boy, they keep talking about this movie like it’s going to make a huge amount of money (even though the others didn’t, really). I just hope it does better than the other two to fuck Bryan Singer. Anyway, I’m kind of enjoying all of this news over X-Men 3; this is the most comically disorganized attempt to make a movie I’ve seen for awhile. Supposedly, Matthew Vaughn left the film because of "personal problems." Well, he is married to Claudia Schiffer. I think for me, it would personally be a problem for me to be away from her long enough to make breakfast, much less film a geek movie like X3. Besides, Brett Ratner is now the rumored choice, so you know that will suck.
9. Rick Berman is (surprise, surprise) attempting to get another Star Trek film made. Even Paramount thinks it’s time to give Trek a rest. The sad thing is that his constant production of Trek shows Rick Berman for what he truly is: an uncreative hack who has nothing in his life and can’t tell any other kind of story. I was done with Star Trek about a decade ago: let it die.
10. Stallone wants to play Rambo again. Thankfully, he’s the only person who wants to see that happen, so he’s having trouble getting financing. What do you think, Iraq this time? Idiot. He already apologized/rewrote history so it looked like we won the Vietnam War, what else does he have to prove?
11. Why is Tom Cruise suddenly attacking Brooke Shields for using Paxil? How is it any of his business? Why doesn’t he just shut the fuck up, keep sleeping with girls young enough to be his daughter, and keep acting badly. Anyone else notice how he’s suddenly the mouthpiece for the "Church" of Scientology? When is this going to affect his popularity? He has gone from being an irritating hacktor to a pious, smug son of a bitch. I’ll believe in a God if he promises to smite Tom Cruise. You know, soon. His punching-the-floor appearance on Oprah made him looked drugged out on speed, and his contention that he admires Katie Holmes’s work? What the fuck movies has he been watching? Dude, we get it, you’re gay, now shut the fuck up. Reportedly, executives at both DreamWorks and Paramount were unimpressed with his Oprah interview, noting how his Scientology ramblings and his creepy love affair with Katie Holmes took precedence over mentioning, you know, War of the Worlds, the movie he’s actually supposed to be promoting. It’s becoming such a problem that not only are they asking Cruise’s manager to keep him in line, but Paramount is considering dropping Mission: Impossible 3 from its production schedule. Huh, I guess Scientology is good for something. It might fuck up Tom Cruise’s "acting" career.
12. And one last observation: how would you like to be Mimi Rogers, Nicole Kidman, or Penelope Cruz right about now? You think you have a meaningful relationship with a guy (in the case of Rogers and Kidman, you’ve even been married to him), and suddenly you see him on TV, jumping up and down like a jackass, screaming about how he’s happier than he’s ever been, laughing like a maniac on amyl and horse, and with a girl, in Mimi’s case, half your age? Jesus, Tom, why don’t you just go up to these former loves of your life and rub their faces in your asshole? What a shit.
13. I love Brooke Shields. Her feud with Tom Cruise is incredibly hilarious and I’m enjoying every minute of it. Tommy, of course, has denounced Brooke for using antidepressants like Paxil after her child was born. Cruise--who apparently has some kind of degree in medicine--has said, all on his own, that Scientology can cure addictions and that her apparent endorsement of drugs is dangerous. He also said that there is no science behind psychiatry, and that it is a dangerous lie to claim that there is. And he knows what he’s talking about; he’s speaking for an entirely made-up tax dodge created by a hack sci-fi author who needed some extra dough and distrusted psychiatrists because they said he had gay tendencies. That’s as scientific as it gets, right? So, Brooke basically said he should shut the fuck up, and said something hilarious about how she wouldn’t take advice from a man who devotes his life to aliens. Then she said if he wants to make up, he can come see her in Chicago: "I’ve left him two tickets: one adult, one child." Love it! Electronic Cerebrectomy salutes you, Brooke Shields! You’ve got guts, spunk, and moxie, and you know how to use ‘em.
14. The police in Los Angeles are now mounting cameras in the streets to capture the elusive and wily DVD pirates. No matter what they do, the cops cannot seem to find the legendary lair of Captain Rochester Bootblack, rumored to exist somewhere below the city in a cove with sea access and hold bootlegged copies of movies which have not even completed production. Captain Bootblack and his army of rough buccaneers and rogue studio hacks are alleged to have interests in Chinese Wal-Marts, and Bootblack himself has a bounty of 300 gold doubloons on his head from the King of Spain. The police and the FBI will spare no resource in order to stop people from being able to watch movies without overpaying for them. In other news, the American government has been unable to capture Osama bin Laden for the last four years, even though he lives in a cave and is attached to a dialysis machine.
15. Even Ted Turner, the man who colorized Casablanca, thinks that CNN has become too tasteless and trivial. Wow... ‘nuff said.
Thursday, June 02, 2005
Disney hates Lindsay Lohan. Okay, I'm just speculating here, but I've heard a lot of rumors to that effect. Can you imagine the nightmare of marketing Herbie: Fully Loaded right now? Word is that the downward spiral that has been Lohan's last year is making it nearly impossible to market the damn film.
It's a shock--or was, a year ago--because Disney always had a good relationship with Lindsay and felt her to be amazingly professional for someone her age. The Parent Trap, Life-Size, Get a Clue, Freaky Friday (which grossed over $100 million), Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen. Jeez, they've made five pictures with her (even if two were for Disney Channel). They were thrilled to sign her for Herbie, because she could always be counted on to soldier through a production. They even gave her an untried director, Angela Robinson, because they were sure Lindsay's professionalism would ensure a smooth shoot.
Then, of course, Lindsay became tabloid fodder. Apparently, every call to Disney’s publicity department regarding Ms. Lohan is about her weight loss, her father, her parents’ divorce, the car accident she got in earlier this week. Word is she spent the time on the Herbie set partying, blowing her lines, and recording her album: basically, being everything but the professional they had worked with before. Supposedly, the Herbie wrap party featured a 12-minute blooper reel that was nothing but Linz blowing take after take after take (and, supposedly, she left the party in tears because of it). And, let's not forget, there were rumblings that Robinson was shooting a lot of close-ups so they could re-shoot if and when Disney decided to fire Lindsay.
What the hell happened? I’m telling you, Lindsay’s career is going to take a serious setback when this $70 million picture doesn’t open. Ever since Mean Girls topped $80 mil, her asking price is up to $7.5 million per film; but the funny part is, she hasn’t had a movie since Mean Girls came out in May 2004. She hasn’t even proven that she can open a movie yet, and if her marketing and relation skills on this one are anything to go by–her boredom on the Disney Channel interviews, her inability to even complete the music video for the single from the movie–she’s not going to be the sharpest bayonet in the marketing arsenal. And with her antics and frequent hospital visits on the set of Just My Luck setting that movie back two weeks, studios are going to be looking at the grosses of Herbie: Fully Loaded very closely to see if the current It Girl can, in fact, add to the box office of a movie.
My guess is no. Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen hit, what, $9 million or something? There was speculation back then she couldn't carry a movie without a big star like Jamie Lee Curtis to play off of. And Mean Girls had an unusually smart script and was released at a perfect time: just before summer, when the students were getting restless. Mean Girls made Lindsay a success, not the other way around. Her next album better be hella good, because Herbie is going to tank like Ted Kennedy on a date.
Congratulations, Lindsay. You've totally ruined your career.
"Hi, I'm Mr. Fantastic, and with a name like that, you know there's no ego involved! I'm the star of Fantastic Four, the film Fametracker accurately described as the comic book movie that not even comic book fans want to see. I'm pretty and have lips like a cherub, and I can stretch anywhere. I mean, I could stretch certain areas into a gay porn emporium and still be sitting on the couch watching SportsCenter. Er, not that I ever have, er, would. Ready to meet the rest of my ass-reaming, er, ass-kicking co-stars?"
"Hi, I'm the obligatory cheesecake, Invisible Woman. Of course, the reason I'm invisible is because the men in this flick obviously don't need women hanging around and making everything all hetero. I'm also played by Jessica Alba--somehow, Jessica Alba as a scientist is even more ridiculous than Tara Reid playing one in Alone in the Dark. I can't believe Fox thinks people will buy this..."
"Hey, I'm the Human Torch, but this movie makes me as desperate to look butch and cool as Tom Cruise. They might as well call me Big Flamer. I like to shout 'Flame On' because, you know, I burst into flames when I get excited. Flame, flame, flame. I'm just burning. Burning with flame. And gayness."
"Hey, I'm Benjamin J. Grimm, better known as the ever-lovin' blue-eyed Thing. Somehow, they've managed to take one of the coolest characters in comics history and make me look like a walking lump of dried-out shit. You know, like when you've had too much coffee with sugar in it and it totally chafes your skin on the way out. Yeah, it's terrible. I'm about as wimpy as Tony Little gettin' in a sissy slap fight with Richard Simmons in the middle of the Kids 'R' Us little girl's department. Haw! Now when I say 'It's clobberin' time' you'll probably be less enthused and more likely to feel your asshole pucker up in terror."
"One, two, three, and...freeze--JAZZ HANDS!"
Tuesday, May 31, 2005
A review of the movies I saw this past week.
SHATTERED GLASS (2003)
I didn't really know what this was, but I'm glad I watched it. This is about Stephen Glass, who was caught fabricating stories a few years ago for The New Republic. The movie was tense, but very believable. I recognize the behavior, the way Glass gave himself failsafes by lying in stages, and I was caught up in the whole thing. Hayden Christensen, as Glass, proved that without the cartoon characters, crappy George Lucas script, and crappy George Lucas direction, he can actually act. Peter Sarsgaard, who is hit or miss with me, was especially good as his editor, Chuck Lane. And whomever cast the supporting roles went into my head and pulled out Chloe Sevigny, Rosario Dawson, and Melanie Lynskey. They didn't have fully-realized characters to play, but they sure were hot. Surprisingly excellent. **** stars.
DRAGONS: A FANTASY MADE REAL (2005)
This is another one of those fake documentaries on the Discovery Channel. I liked this one, I liked Alien Planet, I even liked the much-hated The Future Is Wild. Yeah, they're speculative and not really science, but they are entertaining to watch. ***1/2 stars.
A WALK ON THE MOON (1999)
"Hello, dirty hippie. I'm superhot Diane Lane, who wonderfully takes my clothes off and shows you my hot, hot body in so many movies. You're Aragorn from Lord of the Rings. Here we are at a Jewish resort camp in 1969, and my husband, the dry but always-sympathetic Liev Schreiber, is away all week repairing TVs. I'm all alone here with my mother-in-law, my young son, and my blossoming daughter, the luscious Anna Paquin, who is become sexually aware. I know nothing beyond my upper-middle-class urban world, and I feel like I had to give up so much. Please, teach me your hippie ways, by which I mean fuck me under a waterfall and take me to Woodstock so I can get high and dance topless and selfishly forget my responsibilities. Make this movie predictable, competent, but stunningly ordinary." *** stars.
British model Abi Titmuss now says she was never in an orgy video. Whatever. We love to expose hypocrisy here at Electronic Cerebrectomy, especially when it looks this good. Not seen in the photo: the woman going down on Abi. Hand to God.
Okay, so Eminem sucks. I mean, sure, he can keep up with the music, but he's generally a misogynistic, uptight, gay-bashing, ridiculous, smug asshole. I love how he seems to genuinely believe that he's the first-ever white rapper.
(Quick side note: Everything that was ridiculous when I was in junior high--Vanilla Ice, Menudo, New Kids on the Block--came back in the late nineties and was not only take seriously, but was popular! Eminem, N'Sync, Backstreet Boys. What the fuck is wrong with this generation?)
So, I never paid attention to Eminem. But a while back, when the video "Without Me" hit MTV, I started to like him a little bit. Well, not him so much as the video. I liked it, and I liked the song, and I got the humor in it. But recently...
This new album, Encore (a title which hopefully means it will be his last), has been infuriatingly stupid. The first single, "Lose It," went after soft satirical targets like Michael Jackson. Can you really go after the same celebrities for ridicule that Jay Leno does and still be considered edgy? Eminem was never edgy--everyone he goes after, from gays to Moby to his own mother--are people that his fans already hate. He never insults his own listeners, though he does talk down to them, as his second single demonstrated. I guess "Mosh" was designed to influence voters. Good job.
As if things couldn't get any more ridiculous, he then releases "Like Toy Soldiers," a song with a Martika sample! Man, why not just put Pac-Man sound effects on the album and be done with it. Martika? As if it wasn't silly enough the way these idiots try to live the gangster life and think they're all soldiers in some sort of war. And what's this war over? Who can rhyme the best? Wow, that's so much more grown-up than a simple dick-measuring contest. Morons.
Then there's "Mockingbird," which featured home movies of Eminem's children in the video. Dude, why not just slide down to your knees and beg to be liked? Frankly, I was embarrassed for him.
But this new music video, the long Crank Yankers commercial "Ass Like That," is something that someone should really have advised him against. Remember a couple of years ago when Eminem got questioned by Triumph the Insult Comic Dog? Yeah, I barely remember, too. Well, now that Triumph is mercifully a thing of the past, Eminem has to make his hatred of Robert Smigel into a full-blown rivalry. He struts around the video with that stupid puppet on his hand, making the observation that what Robert Smigel says to celebrities is offensive, but since he's got a puppet on his hand, everyone thinks that it's cute.
Dude, seriously? An urge from Eminem to be nice to people? To stop saying things willy-nilly and insulting people without thinking about their feelings? From Eminem? This is the boy who's gotten so much enmity from the gay community that he's going to have to come out of the closet to make it up to them (which doesn't seem like a real stretch, to be honest).
Eminem, is this territory you really want to go into? A fued with a puppet? You know, Marshall, for a guy who makes his living basically ridiculing others (and is it just me, or was that entire D-12 video "My Band" just one big rip on Justin Timberlake?) you are surprisingly sensitive whenever someone says they don't like you. I mean, honestly--it's a puppet. It's an idiot who writes Adam Sandler movies with a plastic dog on his arm. You're just giving him more attention when you do things like this. Are you really this upset over something so stupid? You look like a fucking crybaby.
Figure it out, dude. Or go away, I really don't care which.
I'm kind of glad that "US Weekly" is holding Jessica Simpson up as a positive example of weight loss. Unlike some people I could name, she's actually worked for it. She followed what my mom and I call the Les Moore diet: Less bad food, More exercise. She's a size zero, but she still looks like a healthy, sexy girl. She's lost none of her curves, and she's gained a lot of confidence; and that confidence is making her sexier than ever. I'm so sick of seeing people like Carny Wilson and Al Roker congratulated for their weight loss: they had surgery! They didn't learn to modify their routine or force themselves to change their eating habits. They just put themselves in positions so that they physically could not eat the same amount. These people always gain weight again because they don't learn self-control. Jessica has learned that, and since we're touting weight loss, why not go with someone who actually worked for it for a change?
I am overflowing with, er, excitement, y'all.
Monday, May 30, 2005
I was watching the movie "Shattered Glass" yesterday on HBO, and it suddenly struck my that Peter Sarsgaard and my friend Carl look a lot alike. They're of a similar age, too, and get this--Carl's father and brother are both named Peter. And I have yet to see them in the same place together... Carl, is there something you want to tell me? Are you perpetrating some hoax you never told me about? If so, I'll never forgive you for not introducing me to Chloe Sevigny or Hilary Swank.
In my freshman year of university (2001/2002), I took a night course of American History 101 which was being taught by a graduate student working on her teaching degree. It was one of the absolute worst classes I've ever taken (so were many that semester), and culminated in me being not-so-subtly accused of plagiarism. Apparently my vast store of knowledge just screams academic dishonesty to teachers, because it's happened one other time since. Anyway, these are the notes I took from one single class meeting.
* Got to love a class of suburban white kids discussing how terrible slavery was. Is there a single black person in this class? A couple, I guess. You know why white kids say slavery was wrong? It's what they've been taught to believe. I wonder how many of them have actually sat and thought about the nightmare it must have been, the horror and casual cruelty that governed their lives. Of course, I'm white, so who am I to talk?
* Miss Godfrey is a neo-liberal PC freak. I hate this careful proliferation of "political correctness," which is a dishonor to anyone who has ever suffered. Calling Rosa Parks an African-American woman who made a stand for the Civil Rights movement diminishes her achievement. It takes away from the fact that she was a black woman who stood up to white authority and said that a tired human being is a tired human being. She wasn't making a stand, she was a regular person who just had enough: those are the people who affect real change. Simple, honest, direct language that tells the truth. PC is just a way for people to feel honest about lying.
* Ten minutes into class, and I've already tuned the bitch out. Something about the Federal Works Project. I don't like to hear her talk about history--she just drones on and on without passion. Why the fuck does she want to teach this? And she talks as though this is a class of children: "What does (blank) mean by that?" "What does that mean?" It would be insulting if most of the frogs here weren't so goddamn stupid, or so unwilling to discuss in class. I wonder how many of them forget to pull their pants down before defecating.
* This man who sits in front of me appears to be about 52. He's got little hair left, a beard, and wears cable-knit pullovers. And he's actually smugly happy to be teacher's pet to a 25 year-old student teacher.
* God damn the way these students talk! "I, um, like, you know." It's your native fucking language, stop embarrassing yourself!
* Miss Godfrey sits on her desk with her legs crossed. You just know she's so put out to have missed the seventies. She wants to be the cool teacher, the idealistic teacher who gets her students to really want to learn, to stimulate their minds and open their hearts. But she never will be. She's seen Dead Poets Society too many damn times. Here's a f'rinstance: I have given her two papers that recieved "B" grades, because I "talked around the subject" or "didn't address the assignment." Well, in both cases, her simplistic third-grade reading level questions sent me into other areas, got me to think and reason on my own rather than regurgitate the same answers she wants to hear. Honestly, does she want me to learn or does she want me to prepare for tests? Because I'd rather learn. There is value in rote memorization, but there is also value in thinking, logic, reasoning, questioning. As David Gerrold said, a diploma only proves that you know how to look up an answer. I can't help it if Godfrey's questions couldn't live up to my answers.
* Godfrey is always making interesting observations she's read in books. Does she have any original thoughts? Certainly not enough to lead an interesting discussion.
* I get chastised on my last essay for not calling Indians "Native Americans," a term I find repulsive, or West African slaves "African-Americans." I hate those PC buzzwords for the following reasons: first, West African slaves and Indians were not citizens of the United States at the time I was writing about. Since America is, in fact, a government able to bestow citizenship, this is a moot point: neither group was considered people, much less citizens.
"Native American" is a derogatory, half-assed apology that came up from white guilt. The Sioux are not "Native American" just because they're indigenous to the continent. When we conquer Iraq, are we going to rename it Bushland and call the people "Native Bushlanders"? Jesus, that's an insult. They're Sioux, plain and simple. Granted, calling them "Indians" isn't much better. But if you believe the "un gente in dios" version of Columbus's mistake, at least it comes across a little better. Besides, when Columbus set sail, India was referred to in Europe as Hindustan, so the people weren't referred to as "Indians," but "Hindis" or "Hindus." Since I was writing about a large group of people, not just one nation, I used the term "Indians" because I find it less offensive than "Native Americans," which still reeks of arrogance. What, we admit that they're native, but still remind them of their having been conquered?
"African-American" is a whole other kettle of fish. At the time I was writing about, slaves were property and treated like animals. Do you call your horse a "Thoroughbred-American," or a "Clydesdale-American"? Imagine the confusion if we called an Arabian horse an "Arabian-American." Do you call your foreign car a "Porsche-American"? I'm thinking of going to the pound to get me a Canine-American. I sure hope he's a Retriever-American and not a Mongrel-American. Excuse me, I mean a Multi-Ethnic-Canine-American. Blacks weren't considered American citizens for at least the first 400 years they were here, and even initially they were considered 3/5 of a human being. To me, the term "African-American" sounds like a person from Africa who moved here and became an American citizen. I have a friend named Sriram who moved here from India, took citizenship, and is therefore an Indian-American (but not, conversely, an American Indian). Black American seems fine to me. Or Negro, but only in the sense that Negro is a biological divison, much the same as Mongol, Caucasian, or Polynesian. There are different classes of the same race, not different races of the same creature. The concept of race in human beings is a lie--if we were different races, then a black man could not have a child with a white woman anymore than a human could have a baby with an ape. Apes and humans are different races of primate.
Anyway, Michael Jordan is an American. Samuel L. Jackson is an American. Louis Farrakhan is an anti-Semite, but he's still an American. I'm an American. I'm not a European-American. America is an ideal, not a physical place. It's a value system and a governmental belief that must be participated in. It's not the land itself--the Earth is the Earth, it doesn't give a shit what you call pieces of it. I don't mean to be insensitive (which is, these days, the greatest crime anyone can commit, apparently), but you can keep "African-American."
* "What is a myth?" asks my teacher in a needless discussion of basic terminology. I wonder how she would react if I said "any religion"? She says that a myth is a belief system used to justify certain behavior. Oh, like Jesus. Like the way fundamentalists use Jesus's wonderful message of peace to justify mass killing? Look at the Bible: it explicitly states in four single syllable words that killing is wrong. Jesus did not endorse killing, case closed. The anti-choice, pro-life nuts were on campus today with 24 x 11 signs with pictures of aborted fetuses: and my English teacher says I need to be more sensitive. Hey, sometimes people gotta lose a kidney, I don't want to see a picture of that, either.
* Godfrey just called Gone with the Wind Southern-biased propaganda. Odd to see her make such a bold stance. However, it's a really more of a romantic fantasy. I'd cut it some slack: people had already read Uncle Tom's Cabin before Margaret Mitchell's romance novel hit (though Mitchell won a Pulitzer, I believe). Birth of a Nation is much worse. Where Mitchell is triumphant--she seems to come out and say that the antebellum South (symbolized by the character of Scarlett O'Hara herself) can adapt to a new social system--D.W. Griffith is resentful. He paints John Wilkes Booth as a patriot, Northerners as the enslavers of the South, and places the loss of the war squarely on the shoulders of blacks and women. Also carpetbaggers. He turns Klansmen into heroes. Mitchell's "content slaves" are easily overlooked in comparison.
* Well, now that "creative dicussion" time is over, the lecturing begins. I used to love history. Godfrey has an unpleasant speaking voice, as if it were somehow scraping the back of her throat. She trails off constantly. And she's so condescending! I hope she teaches elementary school, because teaching adults like this is an insult. How can she be getting a PhD. in history? I can't even stay awake!
* 6:55 and my first yawn. Great, only ninety to 100 minutes left...
* A lot of other people are working on notes, too. I wonder if they're writing something similar. The girl next to me is writing a loooooong letter to a guy named Luke. I wonder what happened to Bruce? She's usually writing to him.
* I have to sneeze, but not wanting to disrupt my train of though by accidentally participating in class, I stifle it and my backbone pops. Just cracks, like a knuckle. Weird.
* I don't know why people bother taking notes. This is an easy class to master--three take-home exams and a book report. If only we didn't get graded on attendance--what a joke! I'd never show up! It's not like we're going to hear interesting observations or unique insights. She only knows what she's read or what she's been told. The though process ends with mere internalization. How can we be graded on attendance? It's not a reflection of academic ability, it's a reflection of my dedication, which is itself a reflecting on your teaching. I'd participate a hell of a lot more if I thought it was worth it. Just give me my B and I'll move on. If I were really interested, my dedication would blow your mind, Godfrey. It's surprised and thrilled teachers in the past. But I don't give a shit because you just want to get your teaching requirement out of the way--you're not interested in this class, so neither am I. It comes through when you lecture. This is a practice for you. Why should my grade be subject to your whims, when you know this only a practice? You only want to lecture, that's fine, but don't grade me on my willingness to subject myself to it.
* Fuck, do we really need to talk about duels? She's asking us if we know what it is! No, I don't know, because I haven't seen it on Teletubbies yet, you insulting bitch! Didn't we just talk about the Burr-Hamilton duel, like, three weeks ago?
* I wonder if you could grow a head in a jar, give it nerves and everything. Consciousness and mobility. I've read it in Victorian SF, but I wonder what it would really be like? Whom do you ask about something like that? "Hello, I need some hard information on the animation of dead matter." Technically, there's still electricity in there somewhere, right?
* Great, the vending machine was out of Starburst. Fake fruit flavoring gives me the energy I need to stay awake for the last part of class, dammit! Hope peanut M&Ms do the trick...
* The girl next to me bends over far enough for me to get a good look at her underwear. They're smooth and have pictures of ribbons printed on them. I'm not an underwear freak, but they're cute. These new superlow jeans are fucking great, and these chicks wear them with belly shirts and can't figure out that they need superlow panties to go with the jeans. I love the sexy, trashy black chicks who don't know to fold their underwear down. It's great. Especially when it's leopard print or zebra print, two things that look great on black women.
* There's this soccer player who always stands up during the break--she's lanky, but thick, a tiny bit uncoordinated, like that hot redhead on That 70s Show. She's not wearing her tight green uniform today with the spanky pants. She still looks sexy in jeans and a tee shirt. Big ass, broad shoulders, hair pulled back in a pony. Big brown eyes. Sneakers. She knows I'm observing her because she keeps looking over at me. I wonder if I like her because, in some sense, she looks like a pretty man. Weird. On to the next topic.
* Godfrey has a face like a shark. Long nose, face angled forward to seek out prey, smooth and long, with a mouth that doesn't really move until she's going to bite you. Black eyes, like a doll's eyes, like Quint says in Jaws. You know, some days I swear I can see the mentality of Jack the Ripper. It would be so easy to just squeeze that life away. Humans are so weirdly fragile it's a wonder so many of us live so long. It's weird that I can almost always see the ways I could have died easily after doing something like tripping or something.
* Godfrey wears a white shirt with a sleeveless burgundy pullover and her damn preppy sweater tied around her shoulders. She looks like a benediction gone wrong. At church, the serious prayers were always printed in black (congregation) and red (for the pastor) type on white paper. I feel like singing Wachet auf, ruft uns die Stimme and saying the Lord's Prayer. I gave up being Lutheran in 1991.
* Godfrey's too short to pull down the overhead map. The Teacher's Pet seems to take a real perverse, smug pleasure in doing that, trying not to giggle into his 52 year-old hand. He's wearing a burgundy pullover, too--do they coordinate, or just shop at the same store? He's also got on a striped shirt and tie, with khaki pants, black socks, and a pair of white Nike sneakers. Now, I don't know about these things for sure, but does all of that match? Dunkelrot Pulli, weiss und blau Hemd, khaki Hose, schwarze Socks und Sneakers? Mein Gott!
* I would never be doing this in my German class. I would be paying attention. A person with severe brain trauma could pass this class, he just needs to be able to look up the answers!
* Why did Godfrey show us The Patriot as teaching material? I don't even want to get into the myriad factual and historical errors in that movie. A movie that sees sociopolitical objectives and casual racism in such simplistic terms (and, like Gone with the Wind, paints the picture of the "contented slave"). Yes, Ephraim, the American Revolution really wasn't won by a father's love. No, it was won by acts of terrorism and a lot of help from France (you know, the people the British actually surrendered to--they didn't surrender to America). And it's not like Mel Gibson does anything patriotic in the movie, it's all revenge. Come on, they weren't paying attention to anything like facts or motivation--look at the children. They don't even age between 1776 and 1781. "Are you asking if I'm against taxation without representation? Of course I am." A whole war reduced to easily-remembered aphorisms. 1776 is much more realistic, and it's a musical!
* I do admire Godfrey's aims--to include the role of women in history and to attempt to see historical events as a result of series of religious and moral decisions and failures to listen or change when necessary--she just sucks at teaching. She should just write dry, easily discredited studies rather than teach impressionable people.
* I'm glad she made us read Ar'n't I a Woman? though; that's an important book to read.
* Who was the actual leader of Mexico in 1836, though? Teachers always talk about Santa Anna (or Santana), but he was the general in command of the Mexican army. They teach as though the war between Texas and Mexico was an important event. American politics rested on the Republic of Texas for a while. The issue of slavery, the idea of Manifest Destiny--Texas was at the core of these debates for some time. It led to a war with Mexico, and traces of it formed the basis for the Spanish-American War. But who was the leader of the Mexican goverment? Miguel Barragan. Thank you.
* What would happen if I just stood up and walked out? Just spit on the floor and walked off. Have to try it some time. Yawn, yawn, yawn...
* My pen has been running out of ink for the last hour, and I don't have another. Just give me a few more minutes. I have a pencil, but why not just write on the wind, instead? I don't need an eraser--be a man and cross things out when you make a mistake. Shows you thought about it.
* Great, I'm hooked on ER, a show I never thought I'd watch. I'm watching it every damn day on TNT. I like the serialization, none of that filler--this is the one with the vampire, this is the sexual harrassment episode, this is the one where everyone's in the 1940s. No thanks, Charmed...
* Dude, Enterprise sucks and I'm not going to watch it anymore. They've reverted back to the original series, that idiot male fantasy of interfering and then running away without having any consequences. Plus, I dislike some of the racist connotations. Say what you will about Star Trek: The Next Generation, but at least they (eventually) handled political relations with thoughtfulness, and war objectives and protocols in an interesting way. Too bad Star Trek: Insurrection was so damn bad.
* Oh, shit, my pen is finally
It cuts off there. Well, at least I got my money's worth. From the pen, I mean, not the course. But I did get my B.