15 random thoughts, observations and questions for the week.
1. Why is calling a celebrity gay the one thing they can't handle? Jennifer Aniston is instructing her lawyer to kill any stories about her rumored lesbianism, because apparently she doesn't mind being thought of as an adulteress, but dyke is a bad thing. How are gay people not insulted by this display of litigious homophobia? It's the same thing with Tom Cruise. Dude, the way to look like you're not gay is not to sue a ton of people for millions of dollars every time they speculate on it. It just makes you look more gay! And it's not the end of the world, man. Gay men love you. Own it.
2. According to VH1's "Inside Track," John Legend's album takes hip-hop, R&B, funk, and soul (you know, the musical genres designated as "black"), and takes them places you've never heard. You know, I love his song "Ordinary People," but it sounds more like a Stevie Wonder demo than anything I've never heard.
3. I had a dream last night that someone took a pair of pliers to my tooth and cracked it in half, and I can't shake the feeling of it. I feel like it really happened.
4. You know, in Europe people get to watch Britney Spears in a gladiator outfit, or J. Lo and Beyonce beating each other up while wearing leather. Every time Pepsi wants to sell a soft drink here, they rape a classic movie like Spartacus for an offensive cola beat-off. Thanks for pissing all over one of the greatest scenes in movie history. Fuck you, Pepsi.
5. Has there ever been a more irrelevant celebrity than Ashton Kutcher? You know, besides Paris Hilton.
6. Spongebob Squarepants. No wonder children are so lame these days. Maybe some day Nickelodeon can make cartoons for kids, not drooling stoners.
7. Note to Carnival Cruise Lines: "Lust for Life" is about heroin and gay sex, not a fun vacation. Is this what I can expect from Carnival Cruise? Not that it's all bad, I just need to know before I book my cabin.
8. Bono might make the short list of nominees to run the World Bank. Well, he's greedy, rich, and only talks about helping people instead of doing it, but does he have any other business experience? You know, if you let rock stars sit at the table, they think they're people.
9. According to commercials, most people who use cell phones are idiots and are too stupid to use them, much less tie their shoes, run a toaster, or pull their pants down before they go to the bathroom. Good thing they have a genius like Catherine Zeta-Jones to set them straight.
10. I'd so like to believe Burger King's assertion that "breasts grow on trees," but ever since my money plant died, I'm skeptical.
11. Laura Bush has finally found her Obligatory First Lady Pretend CauseTM, and it's gangs. Because all of the bangers I know can be persuaded to stop it by Laura Bush. I'm sure she'll be just as effective at ending gang violence as Nancy Reagan was at ending the drug problem. Shit, I haven't even seen crack in, like, 20 years. Why are people applauding this? I even know women who think Laura has class because she shuts up and parrots out whatever her slimy, piece of shit husband tells her to think. Hilary dares to be political for real, and people just want her to bake cookies and read to retarded kids (which is almost any kid). And notice how Republicans are always going after black people? If Laura wants to stop gangs, why not the criminal den her husband helps to run? Doesn't she have some kids to fail to raise right?
12. Chelsea Clinton's doing well for herself these days. I'm just saying, people who can't raise their kids to be a model person like Chelsea might not be trusted to raise the country, either. What are Jenna and Barbara drinking these days, anyway?
13. Kirstie Alley on a show called Fat Actress? What's next, Sean Penn on a show called Self-Important Gasbag?
14. You ever watch American movies dubbed into Spanish? They always seem much more serious and dramatic. I caught a major part of the crappy Cheaper by the Dozen remake, and it almost made me cry. Interesting...
15. Comment made by my bisexual girlfriend: "But that's what hot chicks are for--hard fucking!"
Friday, March 11, 2005
15 random thoughts, observations and questions for the week.
Thursday, March 10, 2005
In honor of Philip A. Ellis
(sung to the tune of Ian Dury's "Sex & Drugs & Rock & Roll")
Stresses and unstresses me
Has only got four feet
Try to versify your preference for spondee
The bards of every age hate octametric pyrrhees
You’ve got to understand the rhythm of dactyli
If all you ever read is epics you don’t like
Consists of many feet of five
Is what keeps me alive
Every bit of Shakespeare ought to make you giddy
Sonnets of old Petrarch are nearly always witty
I really love the drama of Greece’s Euripides
See that poet, he’s called Byron, I know it’s going to fit
Pyrrhic feet are double-stressing
Anapestic, it has three
Don’t read nothing without meter
Free form is for dumb hippies
Master every rhyming device
Watch enjambment ordinary
Immerse yourself in that small wonder
The joys of prosody
Rhyming couplets all night long
Versification of meter
Is very good indeed
I don't know why people insist on sending me little "inspirational" sentiments. You know, the ones that are forwarded around from person to person like spam e-mail with a family touch. By far the worst offender in my life is my stepmother, who is both Catholic and very sappy (she loves Rod Stewart--get the picture?). At least twice a week, I get some of those e-mails that are meant to make you smile and feel better about your life/strengthen your resolve/support the troops, etc. And they always go the same route, starting with a meaningless story: "Erica loved milk, but one day she spilled it" and blah blah blah. And then a seemingly insignificant event leads to some kind of revelation of the face of God or the state of the universe or the interconnectedness of matter or something, and it ends with some kind of simplistic aphorism like "Dance like no one's watching" or "Pull close the people who matter most" or "Support our troops."
Why do these things fascinate people so damn much? I mean, I guess I could almost see a short term moment of happiness for some people, but really they're like pornography for people who need a quick fix of sentiment so they can shed a little tear and say to themselves, "I felt something today." They're like masturbation--it's not real sex, but it holds you over for a few hours.
I found out last night that my 12-year-old sister has bone cancer. You'll forgive me if little snippets of sentiment porn do nothing to make me feel better about how unfair the universe is. Unthoughtful monologues on footprints in the sand are meaningless right now, and aphorisms only sound cruel to me.
And telling me you'll be praying for her will just make me want to kick yours and Jesus's asses.
Wednesday, March 09, 2005
I have a checkered history with video games. When arcades were popping up everywhere in the early eighties, I completely owned the console on Pac-Man. But the Atari 2600 was my first experience with disappointment and frustration in digital form. I was awesome at Asteroids, cool at Combat, rocked at Raiders of the Lost Ark, and quazy for Q-Bert (hey, I needed an alliterative, sue me). But Pitfall... the one fucking game I could never get the hang of was Pitfall. And after enough time passed, I just stopped trying.
Then Nintendo came along. Like everyone (except those poor Sega Genesis posers) I had a Nintendo. Super Mario Bros., Legend of Zelda, and Metroid were awesome games, games that could be won eventually. But along came Mega Man, and others like it, and I soon got tired of putting up with the incredible amount of frustration I would invest in these things. Seriously, my blood would race, and I would throw shit around.
Well, I was able to remove myself from it for a long time. I still enjoyed the odd arcade game, sure, and I grew to like some PC games. I would even rent the occasional DreamCast console and take out my job-related rage on Crazy Taxi. But then Sony came along and fucked up my life again.
When I first moved in with my girlfriend, she suddenly came home with a Playstation 2. I looked on it in horror, knowing that the second I started getting involved in video games again, my already high blood pressure would explode through my body, launching my heart out of my mouth and into orbit. And sure enough, I got sucked back into video games. Frustrating, nonsensical, stupid video games. I think my girlfriend and EA Games are in a conspiracy to get me into an early grave. Put on a racing game like SSX Tricky or a combat game like The Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King, and I lose all sense of time. I can feel my blood racing just thinking about them.
For Christmas, she received (from my dad) the game for The Incredibles. And suddenly, the game taught me how to be patient. True, I have stopped playing because I've reached a level that's very, very boring. But the other levels... well, after I evened out that amount of emotion I invested in the game, I reached some kind of karmic state of clarity. It was amazing, a new consciousness, and a lot of fun for me. Finally, a game that didn't feel like it was out to get me personally.
Last night, she started playing SSX Tricky again.
If I ever meet the genius who invented Playstation 2, I'm going to punch him in the nuts.